One of those days

Have you ever had one of those days were you get up and go, but don't know what is in front of you? Lately I haven't had the same energy I started the year off with. When everyday you get up and you don't exactly know what your purpose is, or how to get to your divine destiny. As I approach graduation this fear becomes more real. And now more than ever I want to start to live my life, not a routine, but my life purpose. Sometimes I think I scare myself out of more things than can defeat me. I don't know how to get out of that habit. Like any other habit they say take it day by day, but eventually that day come that I don't follow through. And that say ultimately leads me here. Wondering will I ever amount to anything, because not only am I not making great strides, my barely crawling.